My life now.

After several years of very deep, profound discontent and malaise, I can honestly say that right now, at this very moment, I am happy.

2010 is one of those years I know that I will remember forever as a year where my life changed drastically for the better. If nothing else, my twenty-fifth year has taught me to always trust my intuition, even when it is telling me to do something that goes against everything I have done in the past. Breaking my old self-forged rules and creating new ones feels so damn good. I feel sure of myself in a way that I never thought possible. It is quite different from the youthful and immature brazenness that I had as a teenager. It's something that I feel at the core of my existence, something that gives me the confidence and faith that I can achieve what I want to with my life, and not in an "Everyone can be an astronaut!" way either.

I am now floating in a sea of blissful contentment. I am happy with me and I wouldn't want it any other way.